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by The Derelict Record

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I never expected to live under such a wide and bright skyline I didn't know ten years ago when the mother lake met the winter snow that I would call this city mine But just as my mama did when she up and left old Michigan I ran into the neon sky I must have got my daddy's soul Who'd disappear out in the cold a wanderer 'til the day he died I'm a city boy with a woodland heart I've got Pacific water running through my veins At home in the street or under stars I wouldn't have it any other way I never expected to be the kind of man with a nine to five but fear and lies have lead me to believe I've got no other way to survive Money saves and money kills in a city run on dollar bills and I can't help but think I'm doing wrong I've always been the one since we left the setting sun whose love has always lead him to the song I'm a city boy with a woodland heart I've got Pacific water running through my veins with music thrumming through every part I'm reaching out to meet the light of day I'm a city boy with a woodland heart I've got Pacific water running through my veins At home in the street or under stars I wouldn't have it any other way
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Confusion 04:49
Baby, won't you say what's going on? Baby, won't you say if something's wrong? Baby, can't you tell I'm really trying? Baby, will you say if you deny it? You don't show up when you say you will You don't even bat an eye You don't show up when you say you will, but somehow I'm never right You won't celebrate with all of us You hold your breath when you are glad You won't look me in the eye when I try to be kind, only when you're mad But when the lights go down, with no-one around, you tell me that you love me Darlin, I'm tryin' to be open, but Darlin, your words have got me chokin' Darlin, I would move the very mountains for ya, but Darlin, your silence has be doubtin You don't show up when you say you will You don't even bat an eye You don't show up when you say you will, but somehow I'm never right You won't celebrate with all of us You hold your breath when you are glad You won't look me in the eye when I try to be kind, only when you're mad But when the lights go down, with no-one around, you tell me that you love me you tell me that you love me you tell me that you love me
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Haunted 04:11
Tell me, does it feel right? Tell me, has the light gone in? You can burn the pretty doorframe, don't wanna let the roses win Complete with a confession but not enough to call it sin I render my affection, tell me, has the light gone in? Call it stupid, call it bravery or maybe just a good excuse It isn't desperation, baby I've got nothin' to lose Is it coy or is it candor? Mama said don't play to the ruse Give the hangman your direction: do you swing or do you cut him loose? People keep telling me I'm just what they wanted: a relentlessly authentic heart with an honest soul But I'm thinking that the house I've built just might be haunted 'cause all the people keep turning, keep turning to ghosts Tell me, is it serious? Did a rush of wonder hurt his head? Is he stayin' up to count the lights? His dreams are all back in bed Did he suck up, did he mention it? Did the neighbors show up dressed in red? I'm still caught in the confusion Is it worth all of the blood I've bled? People keep telling me I'm just what they wanted: a relentlessly authentic heart with an honest soul But I'm thinking that the house I've built just might be haunted 'cause all the people keep turning, keep turning to ghosts People keep telling me I'm just what they wanted: a relentlessly authentic heart with an honest soul But I'm thinking that the house I've built just might be haunted 'cause all the people keep turning, keep turning to ghosts I'm thinking that the house I've built just might be haunted because the people keep turning, keep turning to ghosts
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My dear appears as the spring rain gentle yet untamed with wonder in her eyes She speaks with the voice of the starling waking my heart to sing of the wonder I see I'll, I'll rise up as the waves rise up with the storm Oh I'll be the ocean to your shore She moves with the grace of the heron Her beauty takes me in and brings me alight Where she goes, I know I will follow with the song of the swallow as he takes his flight I... I won't run as the shadows run from the dawn Oh I'll be the earth under your sky
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Another day has come and another day's gone and it feels like... just like any other I'm stressed, I'm tired, I'm bored, and I'm boarding the 2 train and I'm silent, just like any other Then the calendar reminds me of the time of year How I loved you on your birthday and you held me dear I know it's two years and counting but I can't forget Now I feel my body's sinkin' and it won't relent My heart is a ship and it's slow to change course It's not easy moving on when all the wind has gone My heart is a ship and it's run aground once or twice It takes time to dig it out You'd think I'd figure it out Now I'm searching through the mist but you're long gone You've already found your covenantal lover With a smile I've never seen and a ring on your hand It's all I can do to keep from going under I'm tryin' I'm tryin' I'm tryin' to find my way I've offered my affections in the light of day but none of my endeavors make it through the night and I'm haunted by the memory of you by my side My heart is a ship and it's slow to change course It's not easy sailing on when all the wind has gone My heart is a ship and it's run aground once or twice It takes time to dig it out You'd think I'd figured it out My heart is a ship and it's slow to change course It's not easy sailing on when all the wind has gone My heart is a ship and it's run aground once or twice It's not easy digging out You'd think I'd figured it out
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Somethin' 03:41
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Sister Mine 05:41
Remember runnin' through the yard staring at the neighbors' llamas Oh how their eyes would haunt us even if they never caught us Dad would drive his big Chevrolet for weekends in Cyuamaca or Sundays in Balboa You hate to leave California No-one said it'd be so hard when the move tore us apart We don't look at all like each other, got a foot between us and the wrong hair-color, but it feels like our hearts beat just the same You're a brush fire to my slow burn candle You got painter's eyes, I got cartoon panels but it feels like our hearts bleed just the same and I love you I love you, oh sister mine Remember when Dad lost his job and you went away to college 7th grade fucked me hardest and you hadn't even noticed Something happened when you were gone and you asked to be forgiven for how you would never listen for all the years you were missing I didn't know what to expect but it's something I won't forget We don't look at all like each other, got a foot between us and the wrong hair-color, but it feels like our hearts beat just the same You're a brush fire to my slow burn candle You got painter's eyes, I got cartoon panels but it feels like our hearts bleed just the same and I love you I love you, oh sister mine So when the devil stars loosing arrows fills the air with a cloud of lies says you can't do anythin' right and it keeps you up all night I'm so happy you're my sister You're as bright as the morning sun I'll take you over anyone I'll take you over anyone So don't get lost in the fear Know I'll always be near We don't look at all like each other, got a foot between us and the wrong hair-color, but it feels like our hearts beat just the same You're a brush fire to my slow burn candle You got painter's eyes, I got cartoon panels but it feels like our hearts bleed just the same and I love you I love you, oh sister mine I love you I love you, oh sister mine
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Turn to Dust 04:00
I don't know where to begin Stories change as stories grow old My courage is paper thin Oh fire, won't you teach me how to glow? 'Cause the road ahead is covered with embankments The daughter of the wolf has got the edge You made up one hell of an arrangement I'm tryin' to get you out of my head The snow's comin, snow's comin' down and it's coverin' up all that's left of us The snow's comin, snow's comin down so let's bury it all Let it all turn to dust Let it all turn to dust One foot in front of the other even if you're up to your knees The daughter of the wolf may be chasing but keep your head up, keep your eyes on the trees 'Cause who knows what the hell is gonna happen The daughter of the wolf will run away Still in the woods, but halfway up the mountain Baby, cut your teeth; sink 'em in to what you've made The snow's comin, snow's comin' down and it's coverin' up all that's left of us The snow's comin, snow's comin down so let's bury it all Let it all turn to dust Let it all turn to dust The snow's comin, snow's comin' down and it's coverin' up all that's left of us The snow's comin, snow's comin down so let's bury it all Let it all turn to dust Let it all turn to dust

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The "Record Production Month" challenge happens every February. In one month, musicians and other audio creators are challenged to write and record an album in 28 days, just because. After several failed attempts over the last few years, I've finally completed the challenge: at least 10 tracks or 35 minutes of new music written, produced, and recorded entirely in the month of February.

Raw, unpolished, but eager to get out into the world.

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released March 2, 2021

All writing, instruments, vocals, recording, editing, and mixing done by me, Zachary Pedigo

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